Wow! I can not believe I am sitting here about to talk about Kristopher starting school the day after tomorrow. In thirty short hours my baby will be walking down the hall to start his very first day of school. This summer has been very bittersweet for me. I made Kristopher his own big boy room, away from the younger children, I tried to spend some much needed one on one time with him, and I am still trying to learn how to treat him like the big boy he is getting to be without lumping him in with my two year old and three month old. To say the least, it has been emotional. Last week I had a nervous break down and started to worry about him missing lunch for whatever reason or him being made fun of by other kids. Of course I never want him to experience any pain, I don't want him to endure heartache! I would gladly sign up for all of it just to spare him. And thinking about all of this has hit home and made me realize some important things. Life is too short. I know it seems cliche, but I really need to cherish my little ones. I am so guilty of wishing time away, and for what? I know one day I am going to look back and wish for one more moment with my babies. So from now on I am really going to try and not get caught up in all of the stress that life brings. I am going to enjoy my little ones while I can, because I know that when I wake up one day this will all be over, and they will be grown and gone! Friday night we went to "Meet the Teacher". Kristopher found his desk all by himself. He is very excited and I am excited for him. This will be an amazing year! And the best part is, we were driving home from his school and Kristopher said to me, "mommy I am going to miss you when I go to school" I love you Kristopher, no matter how big you get you will always be my little peanut!